iin love with my danna and my babyxD

2011-10-01T18:39:00.000-07:00

okok minna aoi know i not blogging for a hell super long time..
hontoni gomen gomen
:D
ok just update ne my princess is about 7 months old in my tummy le
well still got like hmm 2months more till she come out to see the world i think
anyway now danna in aus again for training...
which bored me ttm...hell bored ok
he going for weekssss
3weeks ook
):
will be back 16 oct.so long can ):
sobsss
nvm la
ill find thing to do lo
no chioce :s
oh well
after i marry and have baby it have been very long since i go out with my sweet
i miss her so much
but just look at the time i sleep
is very super early ok
8pm i can ko liao
it not a want too ):
hais
ill try sweet to meet u

and today is 2oct
which is mui mui birthday
21birthday...
hope everything turn out well :D
have fun..

till here ba..try to blog soon
if im not lazy:D
lols

葵/青い

2011-06-03T12:25:00.000-07:00

LOOK HOW SEXY AND HANDSOME SHIN IS.OMG !!!!

RENO IS DAMN SEXYIV IS CUTE :DDDDD

WELL WELL BACK FROM TO BLOGGING

KONICHIWA MINNA AOI IS BACK

WELL i know i haven been bloggin demo ill try

\= no promise ne

have one little one in my tummy now

baby is 3months plus old liao :D

still got well long way to go.demo

ill try my best to be a good mother for this litle one

try so best and hard

anyway anyway

work sucks

and it really sucks like hell

what to do

this is work

must jy all the way

and few more months to danna ord

he is not have free relax times

he have to find a job asap after he ord

in order to feed me and baby :D

xin ku him le

but stil gambate ba

will update again

love u all minna :DDDDD

葵/青い

2011-05-24T20:35:00.000-07:00

ill update my blog when my pc is ok.cause it been down like months?
sorry minna my blog is rotting i know
demo i have no chioce.cause my pc is down.so
let my pc be alive then ill start blogging again (:

good news in me
(:

update soon

ja ne

2011-03-04T12:17:00.000-08:00

let photos do the talking
too much too many things to say le
so yea
enjoy pple

the one i marry to

mr tea bag :D
bro of mr koh

handsome de cyc

mui mui bf and danna bro :D

pretty pz :D

pz bf

my "lim bei" :D

pjp and darick

david

the world most wonderful father in my life..

and this is the man i love the most other then my danna

mao mao:D bro of mr koh

brother of mr koh

danna campmate :D

lei bing dear

after daddy,didi and danna he is the next one i love most

matthew

after kor he is next :D my oni

well...

miao

miao and kenny :D

there..

brother and sisters

:D my sec sch friends

on 19.02.2011

us (: mui mui..didi,,,,and jiejie of cz :D

daddy and mummy

most wonderful parents i have

mui mui and me bring them to flyer :D

like ah beng like this :S

other one in my life after daddy is u baby bro

mummy!!!:D

there are more pics to come ne..

i hope i dont be lazy to upload them :S

oh well

jy me at work

and baby im sorry i fight with u yest

the words which cant come out of my mouth was

i love u

葵/青い

2011-02-20T20:25:00.000-08:00

20.02.2011
our rom day
and
im a daughter,a wife,and a daughter in law le(私は今、人々の妻です。私は娘、妻と法（の娘も行うことができます願っています：))
(:
jy now to everything ba
danna i love u

葵/青い

2011-02-14T20:58:00.000-08:00

happy vday to danna and 6 days more le (:
im blessed tks for everything

葵/青い

2011-02-07T21:00:00.000-08:00

i know it late demo it better then nothing
happy Chinese new year minna (:
when tml to malaka for 3days and spent my new year with daddy
which i dont know when will be the next one i will spent it with daddy

after i got marry this year
i hope im stil daddy child and he love me with no change in heart and love for me
gettin marry in less then 2 weeks
which is 13 days more
i dont have happy de feel
and have scare and worry feel lo
haisss
work work and 2weeks more jiu on one week leave which i hop it last longer :S
lolss
i have to work for what i dream for
oh well...didi wanna use the pc le
need to return him liao
will blog soon i guess
minna enjoy ur cny while u can..lols
btw tml is anni (:

葵/青い

2011-01-28T11:15:00.000-08:00

on leave today..plannin to sleep till late afternoon till my beloved pei zhen sms me which make me jump up from bed
thanks sis
well i dont blame her la (:
no worry
oh well plan to start cleanin in the afternoon ne
hmmm
MUST clean my room TODAY
must before mom come back and danna come back
maybe i can take a nap in the afternoon too :D
listenin to 91.3 again
it been hell long didnt listen le
danna say tml shall go shoppin
but
i dont have the mood to buy any new clothes
im worry we dont have enff to pay on rom
so i just go see see and see how ba
like i wanna buy many things but haiss
stil im worry ba
he keep tell me not to
but still
hais
now my head seem like so many thing
but i dont know how to start where to start
too many hai and why
too emo
keep wonder
danna choose me as his wife is it really the best for him
and i choose him is it the best for me?
im worry and lookin forward to the day that im really really really am his wife
and can i do a good job as a daughter.wife.daughter in law
many role in life
and work aint that good anymore
hais
boring at home now
now the sky like so dark
oh well i nothing in empty now
i guess till here ba
it mine it rainin now
suddenly sia
oh well
janna

2011-01-22T23:21:00.000-08:00

i guess i haven been updating lately
work load from work is causing me to break down soon
i guess im goin to change a new job again
hais
anyway gettin marry in less a month time
and
like in weeks time
abit cant wait for it to come
and abit sad and worry
as now danna alread bought the bike he wanted
i know he is happy as he already bought it
just that im worry for him about the money side
and about the money for our rom
he can think and say im selfish and only think for myself
then i have nothing to say
haisss
im sorry ba
danna i hope u understand how i feel and think
i love danna alot
more then myself
but
im stil worrry
hais
29 days more to rom day
i do wish and hope everything will be fine
*wish*
anyway
vivid got new song already..am waiting for it to be up yea

who else
well
aline nine and sug!!!~
yeahh
cant wait
i guess jrock is the only thing
which can make me smile for a moment of time
next week must go shop for cny clothes liao
it a MUST!!!
oh well i guess i should stop here ba
ja ne minna

葵/青い

2011-01-14T00:56:00.000-08:00

I feeL so upsad now , crying so much I don't know what to do now );vex too now like flooding my whole face I guess it all my fault.. Goin one am soon and I'm stil awake I don't know ba . Danna don't seem to understand no matter how hard I try yo explain ); I cry so badly the 1st like this about us and wishin he is home hugging me); but sad to say no. Maybe when he is here he also won't give me a hug. As I now feel like I'm nothing to him anymore ? I don't know how he feel now about me or us . I'm lookin forward still to rom day I guess I just hope we do sort thing out . I really don't wanna cry anymore I wanna be just happy . Freedom is wat u want I will give (; go where u want drink LAN as long u happy I won't ask ...
Feel so hurt and still cryin . I say won't care mean I won't stop u ain't more have all te fun u want what u must get (; as for me I can just cry till there is no more water drop from my eyes (;

葵/青い

2011-01-08T11:32:00.000-08:00

i stil haven hear anything from him sayin happy anni to me
i dont know why this morning
and he just sit beside me seeing what i type and say anni to me
like this also can
how nice
what more can i say
just think at least better then nothing :S
oh well im still cracking my head where to go later
i wish i wish i can have a cup of koi later
but still feel sick
still having pain
hmm
must rem bring medi out
anyway..i having this on my mind
I guess I'm blessful.at least I didn't bother my parents about the money for my rom.
and danna got purpose to me.
as for little one both me and danna love her/he very much.and will work hard to give little one a better life when she is out.
we both xinku nvm.as long as little one have the best(:
it ok.I'll be happy enff(;
next sat need to go try clothes liao
i scare sia
hahah
me so fat :S
tmd ttm
fuck all the fats in my body
lols
and one month more to rom day
(:
danna i am blessful (:
happy anni to danna ne
little one u know mummy and daddy love u
jyjy for u we will work hard
till here ba

葵/青い

2011-01-07T10:37:00.000-08:00

MANY MANY SONGS TO FIND!!!!!
FASTER COME OUT
AND THE PV TOO
CANT WAIT TO SEE THE FULL PV.
SUG,VIVID,AND OTHER!!!!!!!!
XDDDD
one day more to anni .

hmm

葵/青い

2011-01-06T20:07:00.000-08:00

little one do u miss mummy ??):

葵/青い

2011-01-01T14:33:00.000-08:00

1st post of the new year 2011
HAPPY 2011 MINNA
wish nothing more for my family and danna to be health
and happy always
and of cz to all my friends
hope everything will be good in this comin new new year
(;
gambate to everything :D

lovessss

葵/青い

2010-12-25T23:13:00.000-08:00

aoi here again
hmmm
my head is empty
just i feel like blogging
hmmm
today is xmas
well merry xmas to all
(:
it raining here
tml jason will be home
happy happy
it been like hell long long since i see him home
so miss him
hmmm
im bored
danna went to play mj which throw me home
haisss
bored xmas for me
few more days to end of year
2011 i hope will be a good year for me ba
and danna
and my family
oh well till here ba
ja ne

葵/青い

2010-12-21T22:31:00.000-08:00

Why can't u understand me more?); I wish u will ); without me saying I guess to u will think I ask more ba.

葵/青い

2010-12-19T17:10:00.000-08:00

here it go...
(:
16 dec..happy birthday to me and me and me xDDD
well well let me think back what happen that day
hmm i got work ,and danna make me angry that very morning
run dr juanda cilnic which make me so happy,as very long no run his clinic liao,and at work lei sister bought a pink rabbit as birthday present from me :D it so damn cutieeeeee
after work came home bath and out for dinner with family and danna
good good dinner((:*thanks daddy*
after dinner home
and then i go in my room lay down on the bed awhile when sis say "jie cedric call u"i come out of my room and saw the little cakeieeee from far and when i walk closer
I WAS LIKE OMGGGGG THINKERBELL CAKEEIEEEE
AND OF CAUSE THE CAKE MUMMY MAKE FOR ME WAS SO NICE TOO
demo i didnt tot i will have a thinkerbell cake from danna
he make me gooo ahhhhhhhh so much and smile so much
birthday song and cut cake and danna bring the guess watch out and give me as present
so happy
^^
when to bed kinda early that night as im so tired tired

17dec
my day off
wake up at 11++sweep floor
and then bath and preapre myself
danna bringin me out
when to far east buy the dress i been eyeing for
and walk walk around town
movie at cini,and neo print with danna ,our 1st neo print.and danna have the same same pose all over :S after that flyer there for dinner
well when im preparing myself to go out that time i already know that danna wanna bring me go sit flyer again liao
just that the surpire was celine and yc sudden pop out behind me
^^
after flyer fish sap
thanks u both and danna as well
well im happy and i hope they do have fun too
after that home sweet home

18dec
stay home till late afternoon
preparing myself and go to mas wedding at downtown there ba i think
well didnt eat that much lei
stay about 2 hours ba i think then we go off liao
train back home was hell far lei
about an hours plus i guess
hmmm
back to lot go eat again
man i think im gettin damn fatter
after that home and sleep early too
tired lei

19dec
mummy wake me up and ask me to pei her and daddy go somewhere which i dont know where is that place,so spent in that place about 4 hours lei
and we all are tired like hell man
after that home
here i am bloggin
i guess i shall go nap awhile?i thinking
hmmm worry i at night cant sleep again
CAUSE TML GOT WORK MAN
and danna bookin in later
haissss
oh well
before are photos which was taken this few days (:

heheee thinkerbell and friendsss
THINKERBELL

CAKE mummy make for me

a very very small cherry apple which look like a heart from clinic

my present xD

aint it pretty xD

so cute ..*thanks sister tee*

17dec on flyer

my baby sis

cyc and sis

i dont know what danna is doing

sis again

he bully me*lols*

the view

sis too short liao

me and sis

yc think he very handsome

danna legs very dirty i think many fishes xD

she very xin ku

葵/青い

2010-12-11T22:37:00.000-08:00

i wish and want my family to be happy.xin fu and health...
all i wanted .
i want this family have no more things to fan about
just stay health and xin fu will be the one thing i wanted and wish for
and for me and danna
no more fight
im scare
and tired already
23months just pass
my 23 th birthday coming soon
xmas coming soon
this year goin to end soon
next year will be a brand new year i guess
hais
hope everything go by just fine
jyjy ba i guess

ps:can i have a wonderful birthday???

葵/青い

2010-12-11T12:55:00.000-08:00

I feel so upsad and si wAng in myself , u , and this rs .
I don't dare to say thing out to u . All u will say to me will be I ask much from u. Or why can't accept u for who u are... Yes now I really feel like cry again maybe everytime I cry u already feel like. Cause sian Liao... Sorry for being selfish or wat . I'm heart broken already ... Say is I ask for more ye hao selfish ye hao whatever u think. Up to u ba. Sorry ba

葵/青い

2010-12-04T03:48:00.000-08:00

can i have a thinkerbell cake for birthday?hmmm
and the time now is 3:47 am

and im stil awake

danna will kill me if he know D:

lols
4days more to anni

12days more to birthday

nt so lookin forward to it :\

葵/青い

2010-12-01T06:59:00.000-08:00

Really hope he tot of something for my birthday.I'm too tired telling what I wish and want for.just want him to rem my birthday it ok no one rem.just him will do.plan that day nicely make me feel like a princess once again ));
Feel like I'm being cold to him wonder did he notice if ??;/ maybe not oh well I'm off to bed
Nights pple
Hope everything is fine ));

葵/青い

2010-11-28T14:44:00.000-08:00

im tired of work
from what and how pple look at me
what from their tot
why are they askin so much qns about my life
why cant those pple just buzz off and stay away from me
it already hurtin so much liao
tryin so hard to make everything go by
day by day
try to stay happy
and not forgettin that she is with me for the short moment of time
but all i ask was
to those who dont know what goin on what really happen
pls
go away dont ask me
as i dont wanna ans any qns from u
stay away from my life
):

葵/青い

2010-11-21T18:55:00.000-08:00

look minna san...

yume san is AYABIE NEW VOCAL..

OMG!!!!

DIDNT KNOW HE CAN SING

well

im looking forward to it ^^

heeess

anyway

yest it danna birthday

so happy birthday to danna ^^

enjoy myself yest i guess

well pretty much

and danna is drunk like always when it on his birthday

he so noob!!!~

lols

oh well to those who wanna ask about my life

i just wanna say i have no commnt and this is my blog

like it or not

i post what i want here

i dont feel like ans to any

u wanna read jiu dont ask so much

thankssss^^

葵/青い

2010-11-19T11:06:00.000-08:00

today is my day off
and my daddy,mummy and baby brother went back to thailand )):
hais
till now haven call us
it making me and sis worry and auntie and uncle in thailand worry too)):
hais
mummy zhen shi de
and today is baby birthday
happy birthday to my baby
our baby
ni yao guai guai up there ok
mummy miss u very much
zhen de hen xiang ni )):
hais
worry my mom and missing baby
haissss
tml is danna birthday le
i no money buy persent for him
sorry danna
cause we spent too much money on rom de thingy
i do hope everything go well on my rom day )):
haisss
dont know what can i say in here
no idea le
hmmmm
well
oh well
till here ba

ja ne

葵/青い

2010-11-08T21:14:00.000-08:00

baby....i love u so so much
happy anni to u
u rem it 22 months anni :D

anyway today dr khor clinic was fine i think :D
but tml dr aza clinic im dieing D:
morning dr aaron aint any better
tml will be a ccb day D:

haissss
doesnt matter life go on :S
oh well

danna love u!!~~:D
cheryl i miss u so much )):

葵/青い

2010-11-06T15:20:00.000-07:00

can monday dont come so fast
i dont wanna run dr kohr clinic man ):
i dont like him
cause he scold me beforeeee
humph
as that time im stil hell neww lei ):
anyway
monday is also me and danna anni :D
lols
so do i want monday to come or not?
-.-"""
anyway
this coming week ill die very early
thinking about runnin dr aza clinic in the afternoon so slow don't need to go home early le and dr kohr clinic im goin to faint :S
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

i suddenly dont rem what im gonna type :S
2pit me
oh well
oh ya
thurs i was out with sweet
will update photos soon
love u sweettt
:D

till here ba
ja ne minna

葵/青い

2010-11-02T21:49:00.000-07:00

im upsad
fuckin upsad
why is my friend doin this to me
i really till now cant believe what the fuck is wrong?
13 years of friendship why lie and say u will settle when i say wanna give u some help?tryin to save both of butt
but u still wanna act hero
what for?what the use?what the point of it?
i give u many chance already
u givin me no chioce
):
i dont wanna end this 13 years of friendship with u
but u r the one who end it urself..
puttin a stop to it):
u give me no way to turn
im doin the same thing like how u treatin me now
so dont say im mean to u
cause u never think for me
im doin the same to u
im tired really i am ):

next week goin to run dr kohr and dr aza clinic
im gonna die ):
i really cant believe this two doc can be like hell slow
tmd

hais..fml really
rom de money thingy also haven settle fin
now like hell many thing comin in
to fan me
all bad stuff

i hope i really hope thing turn out good ):
oh god pls give me some luck?)):
im beggin u)):
haissss

waiting danna to call
hope and wish danna will stay by me always ):
dont leave me alone
im scare)):

i feel like crying so badly
haissss

葵/青い

2010-10-31T03:46:00.000-07:00

Hurtful world money is just in pple heart and head... I fucking hate u.when u say"how much it going to cost again"our rom u don't want nice photos meh?I'm sad very sad!!! Money n more money this kind of thing need to save meh? Wst wrong with u ? It our rom don't u want it nicely done?? ));Very sad I feel like crying out do u even know ???

葵/青い

2010-10-30T23:16:00.000-07:00

Give me a fucking good result why are u doing this to me??? We have a friendship that been going on for like 13 years since we 1st know each other.i believe u that why I'm helping u. But u don't even help me now. SMS u no reply. Call also no ans. When I use other pple number to call u ans. WTF is this u treating me? Pple around me Keep say u using me yet I still believe u till now.now I don't think i can do this already u giving me no choice.I'm tired of SMS-ing u and no reply get back.. I'm not goin to pay that Fucking bill for u!!!!! Cb!! Ahhh.. I'm so mad!!!! Or Am I goin to let my dad help u pay and get back from u bit by bit.. No why I'm goin to let my dad do this)); oh god.. Why this kind of thing happen to me now? When I tryin my fuckin best to save money for my rom)); I need someone go save me); I'm breakin down soonD;

葵/青い

2010-10-26T21:16:00.000-07:00

mummy ... can i always be ur princess and stay by ur side?
i dont wanna grow up
just wanna stay with u always always and always
suddenly have this tot coming in my head
haissss
thing come and go come and go
i wonder
when will i be rich?
so i dont have to stress about money thingy

anyway back to life
today im damn tired from work
i wonder why
maybe yest when out with oni?
cant be la
have fun with oni yest
THANKS ONI FOR BRINGIN ME OUT AGAIN
^^
lookin forward to the next outing u gonna bring me
fly kite?i wanted to try long ago
:D

anyway .... wan friday faster come
so i can see danna again
will try super best not to over spent
=\
this coming nov month too many out coming event
is like OMGGGGG

sleepy liao sia
waiting for danna to call
till here ba
love love those to be love by me :D
ja ne
grandma and baby
i mis u both so so much
):

青い/葵

2010-10-23T20:57:00.000-07:00

what a bad night of friends and us...
what more can i say
all got wrong this is what i will say
both danna and me
and
friends and me
so just let it go by
dont talk about it anymore
anyway
yest was cheryl last day
so sad
):
no more cheryl le ): D: so sad la
must be strong )):

come to today
today danna bring me go jb to city sq
all i wanted to go there for was to see wedding dresses
soo went to a few shop
still ok ok ba
i guess

back to sg after walk around
have fun
danna is notti and playful
home now type all this makin me sleepy as i wake up 8 plus in the morning
im like half dead :S

and happy birthday to my dearest childhood friend :D u know who u are (:

青い/葵

2010-10-23T00:10:00.000-07:00

Why when I tone down ur voice still tone up? Just only want u come down it just downstairs to fetch me got wrong?? I don't understand ur lazy when all u do at home was playing games..when I angry and give black face it always my fault my fault my fault)); I go out still tot of you when u told me not to buy anything home still I saw ur fav I still buy for you... Hoping to just make u smile but now I think it a waste of time and my money); I'm posting all this to u is postin ur bad.. If u say I am then I am ba.I'm sorry If u are not happy. I'm tired too.. So are u when u always think that it my fault that I give u a black face..it always my fault my fault my faultD: I really just wanna be happy)); why can't u give it to me? ));

青い/葵

2010-10-17T21:54:00.000-07:00

To think that u are finally home.. Hoping u will spent this few hours talking to me then go to sleep): I'm tryin my best not to have a fight with u.. Do u even bother ? Don't think so u care wat I'm thinking. I'm tired as well but I try to stay up thinking of think to talk. But when I do u r there into ur sleep. U don't talk much but few weeks not home nothin to talk to me ma??? ): I'm happy we spent a day together but when night fall it like u sleep ur own n I sleep mine. Sometime don't feel like rising the I wanna say to u. Cause I think somehow u don't seem to understand . O well nights darling

青い/葵

2010-10-16T15:36:00.000-07:00

danna is home already (:
and danna say today will stay home and rest
tml will bring me out (:
hehehe
ill be a good good gal today
love u danna

青い/葵

2010-10-14T21:27:00.000-07:00

이홍기

I THINK I FALLIN FOR HIM:D

BUT I STIL LOVE MY AOI SAMA MORE XDDDD

AINT HE CUTE

I LOVE IT WHEN AOI SAMA SMILE LIKE THIS

SOO SWEET AND CUTE

anyway back to life

damn tired damn tired at work

2days more till danna come home

and he say to call me

i wonder where the fuckin call

bluff me :s cb

and some pple just dont know where they stand and stil have the cheek to come talk to me

ha~

danna when u see this dont come say me make thing go big

im not

and u dont even know what happen when u r not home

sooo go wooooo can danna

be good (:

pz say she got the award

*pui* er xin

pz also say i can go bed now * it only 9:25 pm* -.- so can faster tml and less one more day tilll danna return

faster to work as well:S

hate work

even since i start runnin clinic alone

everyday so tired

damn tired that kind ):

tml will jyjy

CAUSE DANNA WILL BE BACK ON SAT

YEAHHH AR

LMAO

TILL HERE BA

OYASUMI

JA NE

青い/葵

2010-10-13T21:22:00.000-07:00

i understand mummy mean good by everything she is thinkin and sayin to me
i really do understand
but i just dont get the point that why mummy is so against about danna playin mj?
):
i also dont like danna go play mj
but what can i do?
i cant bare to see him bored at home
and i can stil seee he stil not very use to stayin and go by the rules of my house
i understand what mummy like or dont like
but she really dont need get danna to follow everything around the house
and i also know this is my daddy house
but have to understand danna at time that he tryin his best to fit in too ):
hais
i dont know who to side on ):
both side of the hand also pain
):
danna always not home when somthing happen
and when he is home
i dont know how to tell him
or should i tell him ?
or will he even know what happen and ask me what wrong
):
i love mummy and my family and as well i love danna too
i know danna is not someone who know how to show himself
but i can seee in my eyes he do love me
i know my life will be xin ku next time
but i really dont mind xin ku with him
as long as danna is be me
and as what what i hate the most is from my sis
sometime she can be nice and sweet listen to whatever i say
when im down
but sometime
she mouth danm bloody smelly
nothing good come out
and it make me sad
at the same time i also do understand she meant well for me too
but
i do hope and wish she give me her blessing
and see the way i do
dont say anything bad which i hear already my heart so fuckin sad one
):
3days more till danna return le
i hope the last 2 days he have fun
come back le i really do need to ask him some qns le
):
hais
tiring day for me today
i hope tml will be better )):
oyasumi minna

青い/葵

2010-10-12T21:46:00.000-07:00

danna blogged..*thinking do we even have this word*
lols ..nvm that
yea danna blog
4days till he return
he say fast
well sound like he wanna stay there enjoy then come back -.-"
lols
hmmm
zhen shi de danna
baka baka
anyway yes 4days
tml is wed le
kinda pass fast i guess
hope he rem to call me when he come back that day so i can fuckin ask tea to go fetch him
:D
miss him much much
till here ba
bed time
oyasumi ((:

青い/葵

2010-10-11T20:31:00.000-07:00

somehow i wanna be a model too
can i?*dreamin*
and danna call jus now (:
heheh
i told him come back that day call me 1st
x)
oh well

青い/葵

2010-10-11T04:25:00.000-07:00

5days till danna return
wonder will he call me tonight )):i waited
and
waited
haisss
danna dont seem to call
):
hais
miss being in his arms
want him call me dear dear and be around me
hais
danna i miss u damn badly
):

青い/葵

2010-10-10T15:27:00.000-07:00

6days more to dana return
i like hell missin him already
got many thing to ask him when he come back
really need to ask him
so so long!!!!~~~
he didnt call me for 6 days already i think
i also dont rem
hais
today is 101010
TEA BAG BIRTHDAY...
HAHHA
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEA
LONG LONG LAST WITH MY LIM BEI AGNES (:

anyway...yest ht celeb her 21st birthdayearly at her house
was fun
(:
hahhaaa
and her bf buy other dog for her
so nice lo
hmmm
i think after all it good ba
(:
well
i hope danna call tonight
or so
):
hmmm
im hungry now
mummy pls cook for me
pls
lols
oh well tml is monday again
sian diao
:S

hais
till here ba

青い/葵

2010-10-09T12:44:00.000-07:00

miss ayabie when they are together as one

)):

7days till danna return

well what more can i say?

FASTER

well it really do pass kinda fast i guess

today will just keep my fone by me bring it everywhere i go in case danna do call today

later

cause i think too long liao no fone cal )):

anyway later will be goin ht house for her 21st birthday so yeah

before that goin shoppin with the gals 1st

hopin and wishin danna is here and not here

lols..but i guess i want him home very badly

thinkin what to wear for danna for his birthday next month?

hmmm

*head desk*

guys birthday present so hard to buy de :S

hmmmm*2pit head not workin well enff*

lols

oh well i guess stil long till he his birthday i just have to put aside 1st

lols

hmmmm

i guess i will enjoy myself with out danna today..

lols

oh btw

tml is 101010 !!! nice date hur

many pple gettin marry in this date

hahaha

gong xi to those pples (:

xin fu o

till here ba

danna misss u

青い/葵

2010-10-08T21:08:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 21ST MONTHS ANNI TO DANNA (:
HEEESS
i already lost count how many is 1 years how many months le..lols -.-"
anyway...counting down to danna return is 8 days more
well
i hope it will be faster
and he will come home soon soon
hmmm
feel like goin airport to fetch him
hmmm
oh well
will "sweet talk "with tea bag about fetchin him
lols
so miss danna o...
i just need to jy in work next week he will be back
and i hope time will go faster while in work
lols
anyway
it friday!!!~
can sleep later tml
woooo
KINDA TIRED NOW AT THIS TIME
TMD..lols
anyway i think ill blog till here ba
(:
*waiting*

青い/葵

2010-10-07T21:51:00.000-07:00

1days more to anni
and
9days more to danna return
was talkin to sis about many thing
and well as always i cry whenever i think and talk about my child
hmmm
sis was worry is danna will be the guy im lookin for
and will he be a good husband to me?
will he treat me good and well?
this who know will ?
what will happen
im worry that our marriage will turn out like his parents
i have worry about many thing about our marriage
and im scare too to be fact
):
but i have to put the fate in him he will treat me good and well
and as well
i might not be the best and good wife to him
but to be fateful to him is all i can do
he cannot be very rich or give me what i want
stil he can make it to be a fateful husband to me
as this is what i think for now
i understand my sis worry for me
and at least danna really dont talk much about our child
but at some point i think he miss her as much as i do
to my baby up there
mummy do have a name for u
just i dont say it out loud and say it much
and the name i given u may not be the best name in the world or ur daddy like
but it in my heart and ill always call you this name
and pls rem no matter where u r,what u are like now
we will always love u and miss u in heart
never u will be forgotten to us
and i notice whenever i cry or needed danna the most or go crazy and emo
danna will never be around to tell me dear dont cry or hug me
i always cry alone
im so helpless
hais
well back to my work life ba
runnin clinic alone is fuckin tired
so damn damn tired ok
but i guess days and time pass faster
and danna not back yet
countin down to the days
miss holdin his hand
so miss those hug and kisses from him
so miss his person walkin around the house
hais
i guess i have to jyjy in work ba
time to go bed liao
and finally tml it friday
and lucky me tml i only got one clinic to run
i just hope tml they dont ask me cover anyone in the morning
if not i will go gonged
oh well
time to sleep
oyasumi minna
danna i miss u so badly
and of cz u too baby

青い/葵

2010-10-06T20:55:00.000-07:00

2days more to anni
10 days more till danna return
danna will u smoke lesser for my sake?
dont smoke is the best le
just do it for my sake will u?):

青い/葵

2010-10-05T20:16:00.000-07:00

3days more to anni
and 11 days more to danna return
^^
DANNA I LOVE U MUCH MUCH
U KNOW THAT DONT U?
(:

青い/葵

2010-10-04T21:45:00.000-07:00

12 days more to danna return!!!
pls faster go by hao ma
hmmm
2nd oct sis birthday ,HAPPY BIRTHDAY CELINE CHOO
and it my outing with sweet
like very sb long no go out with her liao le
so yeah
meet up SHOPPIN TIME
WOOOO
LOLS
hahhaa
bought myself a summer hat,and summer dress
^^
hehe
danna come back will wear out with him
and also i need a summer heeel and summer bag
will buy it soon x)
hehehheess
and well below are some photos la..so enjoy enjoy la minna
today 4 oct i run clinic alone like well
stil ok lo
no comment
but stil like sianed
hais
why danna no call today ):
i tot he is restin
)):
oh well time to sleep
oyasumi minna
hope to hear from danna again soon
tml jyjy again

sweet arts work

guess which is mexD

heheh

love the 1st pic

^^
sweet eyes big big

am thinkin of what to eat

chuuu

she hor..notti

sweet say im thinkin of what to buy

and this!!~MY AOI SAMA

AINT HE CUTE???

AND THIS YUME SAN^^

ALSO CUTE CUTE

AND IM SHOCK TO SEE NEW POST IN DANNA BLOG.

^^ POSTED THIS AFTERNOON ONE

WELL HE ALWAYS SAY TAKE CARE MYSELF AND ALL ALWAYS SAY SAME THING BUT IM SMILING INSIDE

青い/葵

2010-10-01T22:00:00.000-07:00

15 days in count down...):
sianed
today so many complain @work
make me like kinda lose hope in this work
dont know how long can i take it
hmmm..yest danna no call me
i wonder today will?
hais
miss him like so badly
wonder
when he come back will he read every single one of my post?
when in to danna blog and got a shock to see his post when he at austarlia the 1st day
nearly cry out
by the words he say below even when he always say to me all this words
tml goin out to meet sweet^^
finally
sb long no meet her already
out to look for sis birthday present as well
hmm dont know what to get too
and next week ill run clinic alone
kinda scare but it a try
fall and learn ba
jyjy me
danna come back soon i hope

青い/葵

2010-09-29T20:32:00.000-07:00

I miss him so much le.. 16 days ?? Count down? -.-"""Haissss..oh finally tml it fri..and i can finally get to meet sweet on sat
and ask well sat is celine de birthday,but im having dinner with her on sun..lols and the "family "lols..wonder why daddy and mummy celeb her birthday for her this year?hmmm..oh well ... up to them to think ba
anyway today work was like rushin thing all over ): he not yet call me today): wonder what he doin over there
is so bored alone at home without his sms /call
feel emo?but i think i can do it
will be strong
somehow i like tryin this 3weeks to think about our rs hard,,it like we been fighting almost everytime when he is home or even before he fly off
which is like tell me how to hold on ): make me damn sad when i know each time we fight
his love for me is up and down
im not askin for a up and down love ,it a love that he will love me always and even more
so since this 3 weeks we wont be seeing each other jiu better then make me think,,danna im sorry if u read diao this post..just this is how i feel now
and wish and hope this 3weeks u will also think if u got the time to ,to think am i really the gal u askin for to spent ur whole life with?do u really wanna think about our marry de things over again?am i really the gal u love ?
but for now danna i do miss u alot..wishin and hopin u are here by me..
baby..i love u
and i really do
just want to think ba
and oh it the last day of the month again

GAMBATE AOI CHAN

and to that friend i really and truly love deeply:
im no longer ur lover,or ur toy..pls understand now i love my cedric alot
i dont wanna name out ur name here to spoil our rs as friends which we built up up for years,,but u will always be my beloved friends i have...
be happy for me as im getting marry..even that someone is not who u know very well
but pls dont ill treat him and say his bad to me
cause u dont know any single thing about cedric
and i know u are worry for me at some part,but believe me cedric can make me happy like u use to make me smile
now he is my smile
my dear friend..i hope our friendship go on for a long long time...
u will always be my friends the best one forever

青い/葵

2010-09-28T15:55:00.000-07:00

i start again...missin him like hell much..readin other mummy to be de blog.make me mis my little one again..so badly ):wishin he is here with me held me tigh and tell me again she will be back to our arms again):..wonder how is his ride on the plane?he told me he got window sit..and he can see the world
look how silly he is
hais
):

青い/葵

2010-09-26T17:11:00.000-07:00

i want to go out so badly with danna
wanna spent like every single moment with him before he fly off
but like if we didnt go out keepin him at home he will feel bored
and if i let him go play mj
i will like kinda unhappy as he spent time on the mj table then be with me
*head desk*
hais
life suck like ttm
i wanna die thinkin tml is mon again
:S
have to start workin like mad like this
cheryl gonna quit soon
she say she ta han one year plus liao
so she cant take it anymore
so yeah
this soon" for her liao
):
i tot i make new friend liao
but she leaving soon
oh well
will give her the blessin and all the best ba
cheryl say faster go is the best
as the place is really not for us
hmmm
for now i stil find it ok
not very good
but stil not the best of my choice in work
oh well,,,will and shall see how things go by ba
countin 2 days till danna fly off
i hope everything go well for him there
he will jyjy de i hope
will be a good gal i promise till he come back
not gonna spent like much dont want he come i no money
and yest allen birthday
well pz drunk like shit
tmd*lols
hmmm i think we all enjoy (:
happy birthday again sis
and my cb lim bei agnes no come make me mis her
no choice la she got many sch work to do
jyjy oooo
hmm till here ba
im goin to see what danna doin outside the room???
oh well
lovesss

青い/葵

2010-09-24T23:41:00.000-07:00

i wanna be with danna always
and hopin ourr rom go well and find
i dont want anything else but him to be with me the rest of my lifewalk down the road with me till we both grow old
and stil loving each other
hmmm
i know have been fighting with u lately when u r home
but my head all i want was u spentin all ur time with me
not goin any other place
but i guess im selfish and if put u at home u will be bored ):
so if i anyhow blow temper im sorry hope u understand and dont get mad at me
3days more u will be flyin off to wallaby
):
till u come back i must be good
3weeks time
im gonna die...lols
hais
hope danna come home soon from mj-ing
):
till here ba

青い/葵

2010-09-22T21:00:00.000-07:00

upsad mode
stil feel u dont really understand me much
do u really understand what and why im upsad??
it not u i dont believe is ur friends and those gals there
hey my bf not ugly ok
stil got his manly side
and cute face
hais
i guess i make u angry most of the time hur
sorry
and u hardly blog about me le
i wonder why
u use to but now anymore ):
oh it ur choice
i see pple will blogg about they gettin rom and so and so
but since the day u propose
i dont seee u say about it?
hmmm
it ur choice too
count down to ur leaving for trainin ):
5days )):

青い/葵

2010-09-19T22:38:00.000-07:00

somehow i feel he is scare im gone?
maybe i feel wrong
i dont know
stil in lost mode):
give me a will to believe u really love me ): like u say before u fall asleep

青い/葵

2010-09-18T23:57:00.000-07:00

I ask if I'm really dead will u still be angry? Ur reply u will still be angry. Thanks to this ans I really very sad and I ask again and again u just told me off by tellin me can don't keep say die die die. All I asking was will u still be mad? Till now I still get the same and yes u will be mad); I'm cryin now while u fall sleep next to me. Are u so tired? Or sick and tired of me? Am I really not the gal u wanted? I being again by asking myself this qns , hope u will read my blog and sit down have a nice chat with me); but I don't know when will this chat I hope for come. How can I stop my cry?

青い/葵

2010-09-18T21:34:00.000-07:00

sally dear im not tryin to be emo
just that we have a bad fight today
hmmm
anyway
i hope we will be better now
im tired of fighing with him
i want a better life
if again that word come out from u how?
i really dont know if i can take it
):
somehow that word stil run inside my head
go away go away
do u really want this?
hmmm
i dont know ba
now i really ask myself this
how much is ur love for me now?
lesser and lesser le ba
if i tell u i can feel it with just one kiss from u?
will u believe me?
):

青い/葵

2010-09-18T15:16:00.000-07:00

the 1st time ever u blow so big temper on me
i really not that kind of preson who will really say sorry to u
or hong u like how u hong me when im in the wrong..
but when u r mad i know i must say sorry to u
deep down i am sorry
but i never really say out
it dont reallly come out of my mouth to say it..
i find it hard to say):
i tot this 1 years u already understand how im like ..
but i guess not
it seem like
u dont even know me and i dont even know u too
i dont know
we share the same bed and all
but
ask ourself the same qns
do u understand me much ?
or do i understand u much?
but i always try to make u smile haven i?
maybe to u
i didnt try hard enff ba
maybe everything i do now
is like nothing?
i dont know
u hardly told me anything too
):
i sad
i cry
sometime i cry
all u can say wasnt dont cry dear
after that nothing le
oh now u say i never once hong u
ok since u say so
never once
rem what u say ba
never once
maybe if i really leave le
u will be happy?
somehow from what i see now
u dont seem to be happy at all
im not giving u what u want
u flyin off to trainin soon
i really try not to have a fight with u
as nothing good come out from a fight we always have
but i guess
hais
i dont know what to do anymore
i wanna sit down and have a chat with u
it seem like
we always cant
i really dont know how to hold to this rs anymore
no matter how much i dont wanna let go
or are u tryin to let me go?
but im lost now
very lost
im tired so are u
somehow i wish to just die on the spot now
im sorry im not what u wanted

青い/葵

2010-09-15T20:30:00.000-07:00

what will life be without u really by myside?
3weeks without u here
cant make a single phone call to u or a single sms to u too
this 3weeks will be like im totally alone man
im really super try not to spent so much money
and save more money for the rom
jy in everything i do this 3weeks without him tell me
dear it ok jyjy
ba...
dar ....
you're all i wanted
that ans to all what i wanted to ask u
ohya my baby vamp jun went army already
no more handsome and white jun jun
lols
no more last night little vamp
no one inside will treat u lke prince dear
i hope u get use to it
gambate my dear vampi
(:
sally misses u every single days without fail
till here ba

青い/葵

2010-09-14T21:16:00.000-07:00

mr cedric koh jinkwang is my husband to be
and i love him much much
but somtime he make me sad
and si wang
i know i aint any better too
i do make him sad and si wang as well
i never say im good and like best
no im not
but i really try
to be the best for him
sometime i really dont see danna try in this rs
as sometime i look at him he like "i dont care" that face
hais
can i say this is him?the one im gonna be marry to
im happy and glad i get to know him
but sometime i put hope on him
high hope on him
and i dont get what i want i fall from high up
and i feel that hope of him is uselesss
the more hope i put
i more sad when he dont live up to those hope
rem that night
i told him i fall and hit my head
all he do was just reply me one sms
why cant he stop the game and come home and see how im goin?
danna u sure tell me,,, how can to stop the game
what if i hit my head and it bad
i die le how?
i hit my head lei...small matter?
my life or ur game?
then u lucky i stil alive and kickin
-.-"
hais
next week im goin to be alone to run clinic
so scary
i dont want to be alone sia
hais
i have to jyjy ba
:S
hate my fuckin job
hais

青い/葵

2010-09-10T23:56:00.000-07:00

danna home early
(:
so good
long weekend (:
off to town today with danna
watch movie girl money
lols
R21 show
well
erm
dont ask me nice or not
i dont know how to tell u
lols
1st time i watch this kind of movie ne
:S
lols
after movie as promise danna bring me go replace my crystal
so good
*happy*
thanks u danna^^
taken some photos
cause today i wear my present that sweet buy for me de out ^^
finally can use it
((:
and home sweet home
danna went to play mj
leave me alone at home
*tao yen*
so here i am
bloggin
and after aimne xD
oh well
sleepy as well
i try to stay awake to wait for danna
till here then minna ^^
love love
oh as promise from danna he will more sweet to me
today somehow i find the sweet im lookin for
but
i dont know how long will it last?
hmmmm
oh well
ja ne

pretty me xD..lols

us

us xD

青い/葵

2010-09-09T21:00:00.000-07:00

));
today i cry at work place
seeing pt so ke lian
old le
alone
no one remind him when is the next appt
dont even know is there anyone who make sure he eat his medi)):
no one look after him
):
i swear i wont treat my dad and mom like how the pt son treat him
):
so sad lo
haisss
is not like i wanna cry is that fuckin bitch who ask me cry lo
ccb
wanna take me away
u wait!!!~cb
anyway
today is the day danna sold his bao bei for one year liao

青い/葵

2010-09-08T20:43:00.000-07:00

it our anni today
happy anni danna(:
i now like sad sad):
danna sim spoil spoil de
cannt sms me tonight and tml i guess
):
so sad la
anyway some words wanna tell danna
maybe i may talk the same thing over and over again
danna i love u for who u r
i wont fate the love for u
i promise myself to make this rs work
i want this rs as much as u do
i just hope till the day we really rom
ur love for me will be back as like before
and
i try to listen to everything to u
be good
i just want u understand me more
and sweet to me more abit
danna...i dont know what will happen in the time down the road
but i swear i try everythin i can to make this rs last
hope u too
see u tml night(:
loves aoi

this job of mine aint that es
but
in the end kinda fun i guess
just jy jy more ba
i hope everything go well enff for me down the road of my job

i love my danna so bloody much :D
but he will go oversea soon D:
so sad la
i hope he go that time faster come back
day pass faster till 16 oct
lols

hais
i hope my baby got money to go back...
oh well
baby i love and miss u so much

i guess i have to jy in thing i do ba
D:
oh well
till here ba

青い/葵

2010-09-06T20:49:00.000-07:00

am thinkin should i quit ?
i know no job is is relax and es
all job have it xin ku and hard
but i somhow think im not up to this job))):

and i hope and wish danna understand me and my job more then sayin me something )):
hais
but i need more money for many many thing comin on my life)):
haisss
i try tellin myself that i can do it
but it seem like the fact i cant
):
and 3more weeks till danna go oversea ne
and also
danna and me kinda talk
i guess that counted talk ba
i love him so much
so so much
i dont know ba
i choose to him give a chance to love me again
but im worry he cant
):
hear pain pain
hais
2 days to anni
i have nothing from danna
lol
somehow want a anni present from him :S
hmmm
sianed
);
and 2 days also AOI NEW SONG OUT!!!~
YEAHH
THANKS TO SWEET IM SO HAPPY I GOT TO SEE TH MV ALREADY
XDDDD
aoi sama damn damn handsome la
or is it cute?
ahya both la
xDDDD
and I WANNA BE THE GAL IN THE MV HUMPHHH
HERE THE MV
ENJOY MINNA
HAHAHAH
WAHAHHA

青い/葵

2010-09-05T00:45:00.000-07:00

just dont like the feelin of it.somehow i dont see danna understand me
)):

青い/葵D:

2010-09-03T23:25:00.000-07:00

last time when i post about somthing u will come and ask me
dear u mean?
dear what wrong?why like this say?
now nothing
inside my heart this qns so long liao
is like always i have to ask u did u read did u read?
somtime u seem like u have
sometime u seem like not
i really wonder
now whatever i post is like nothing anymore
i find u hard to read now
so so tired
u say i nag
how nice if u to call ur gf oi
somehow i feel so much to cry so badly
cause
u never call me oi before
pples say there is a 1st time for everything
even plus callin ur gf oi?
i try hard not to always fight with u
i try to keep everything to myself already
i try hard le
but that word to me too painful coming out from u
which i never want it from u
but u say it after all
u dont understand why i keep ask u what time end and come back
u dont see and get my point
all u see was i keep nag
u think u everytime come back i wanna fight with u?
time i have with u is lesser like fuck already
and now u goin away soon
how many more weekend are we gonna spent together?and u think i want to fight?
now i crying
i dont even feel like tellin u
cause
what can u do?
come home and hug me?
u wont
all i want was time with u
come home early to rest with me as u told me u didnt sleep well yest
got wrong also?
now i just feel like it so so wrong in whatever i try to do in our rs
maybe to u i didnt try hard enff ba
dear god...pls stop me from crying
i dont wanna cry anymore
as
no matter how much i cry to him is nothing
cause he is use to me crying over and over again
im beggin you

dear baby gal of mine
i mis u so so much
hopin u r by my side
so i can hug u
stop me from crying

青い/葵

2010-08-31T15:07:00.000-07:00

sometime i really wonder what are u thinkin
what up ur mind?
when i am sick and having fever
what are u thinkin
and u still say about money
):
is moneyy that important to u then my health?
u say u say say only
but there is this one part of make me feel like the money come 1st then me ):
which make me kinda moody in the morning
haisss
anyway im goin to take few hours of nap
hopefully later at night can to sleep
and why cant u be more si xin abit?and more romantic again ne?
as tml got work
hais
IF WORK CAN BE AS ES AS ABC

青い/葵

2010-08-30T21:02:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY POM JI POM (:

AND IT OTHER START OF THE MONTH AGAIN

HAIS

COUNTING DOWN TO DANNA OVERSEA TRIP ):

LESS THEN A MONTH):

HAISS

青い/葵

2010-08-25T21:27:00.000-07:00

to my dearest danna..
i dont know what wrong with us lately
but the moment we start fightin or even have a misunderstanding
it really end up a hurt inside me
i really feel so so damn painful
and i know u dont feel any better too
and it really make me wonder so so much
wonder this and wonder that
many THING run through my mind
and im so sad
heart like bleeding
1st u can i anyhow throw temper
ok this i think i at fault
ok im sorry
2nd fight
i ask thing in a nice way
end up u seem to be sick of explain thing to me
why cant pple explain things to me more then one?
why so angry after one?
dont u guys understand that i catch and get thing slow?
and i know that ur love to me seem to be lesser
haisss
baby...u know i been lieing to myself that u never love me any lesser
everytime i lie my heart pain even more like ever
):
i dont know how to cope thing anymore
but i think i wanna give u time to love me again like how u use to
and ill keep on lie myself on
baby u know how much i love u
how much i wanna be with u
how much i love u from deep deep down
i dont wanna fight anymore
it really hurt so badly so so so much
baby i love u
):
and it pay dayy
):
i spent almost every thing ):

青い/葵

2010-08-18T21:48:00.001-07:00

hello.

im using jiejie's blog cos i damn sian..

ltr gonna meet the girls! :D

weehee! :D

goodbye jie's blog.

luv ya! :D

2010-08-17T19:43:00.000-07:00

like what i posted in my twitter
is like omg

I seen the most er xin thing when I come home. This sec sch guy is diggin his nose like hell many times n he roll it n throw on the floor!! n so many pples is looking at him he treat like nothing one!!!! Damn er xin lo!!!!

can u guys see the pic ,,and somemore he was stand just facin me
is like grrr
OMG!!!~
DAMN IT
grrrrrrrrrr

and seem like many days didnt talk to danna already
and lesson at work sucks so badly
which make me so damn bloody sleepy
hais
and again i wish everyday was weekend
:S
and yeah
days to dana goin to wallaby is near
hais
im goin to spent days at home alone :S
till he come back
is like around mid oct :S
so long la
oh well i think i will sleep damn damn early tonight
so sleepy already :S
old liao sia
hais

青い/葵

2010-08-16T19:40:00.000-07:00

thinkin of money ):

青い/葵

2010-08-15T12:14:00.000-07:00

and it Sunday again
):
off days pass so fast
haissss
baby...im sorry to have the fight with u
i just dont like it ok
):
haisss
sometime i anyhow throw temper
but u have to understand i dont like u talkin to her !!!~
u think it my fault then well
im sorry
pls i dont wanna see ur love for me fate
if not why we are gettin marry???
haiss

Saturday 14-08-2010
didnt go anywhere cause we have no idea where to go):
sg damn small
lols
so we only went to cwp to watch movie *The Last Airbender *
not bad ba the movie
after that home sweet home

15-08-2010 sunday
wakin up damn
danna will be goin back to camp early as the next few days he going outfield
what this shit lo ):
sianed
haisss
and i hope i can get use to this job
and learn thing fast and rem thing well
):
oh well
):
i havin sadded days lately

and i very very miss baby gal

青い/葵

2010-08-13T07:03:00.001-07:00

today friday
it friday the 13th
BLACK FRIDAY
HOHOHO
(:

青い/葵

2010-08-10T18:53:00.000-07:00

i miss baby
i miss grandma
and
of cz
i miss my danna ):
hope Friday danna come home early
today is the 7th month le
will buy something for gal when danna come home
hai you ,wo hao lei
OHH OME MORE THING
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY ALVIN DA DA^^

青い/葵

2010-08-09T12:03:00.000-07:00

ayabie really gonna to disband
aoi sama is leaving):
im sad
why aoi sama!!!~
why the band gonna disband
it wont be the same anymore ):

青い/葵

2010-08-08T12:03:00.000-07:00

06-08-2010 Friday fin work kinda early trained down to outram there to wait for sweet fin work ne
i wait till i very sleepy
and also my fone and itouch goin low
cause go home nothing to listen and fone low scare danna cant find me
anyway waited till sweet fin work and till gonna 6 liao then see diao her la
we trained down to bugis
as sweet wanna eat mos and me WANNA TRY KOI
IT NICE BUT FUCKIN EX!!!!~~~
HU HU
but it worth trying^^
then we go walk walk as she wanna buy birthday present for her bf sis
end up buyin my birthday present too
THANKS SWEET ^^
I REALLY LIKE IT U
HONTONI!!!~^^
heheheee sweet buy a dress
it the same as my dark blue poka dot dress xDDD
wahhahaa
then we take from photos jiu go home le (:

07-08-2010 sat danna came home around 12 plus to 1
so late
one whole morning gone
:S
2pit army
hate it
let him rest awhile and we prepare out
no bike this week
so we bused down to orchard cini to to buy movie tickets
we wanna watch salt..so we buy tickets at the
so buy tickets at the cathay 9:4o pm
when q-ing for our turn to buy tickets i was twitting i was at cini xD
and lei bing dear saw my twitt
her bf jiu call danna
so after we buy le tickets when down to b1 to meet them awhile
and danna think we go back causeway watch movie is better
then we dont have to spent money on cab home if it very late
lucky for us we able to change the place and time
(:
chat chat with them awhile then we go our own way (:
me and danna went to eats suki sushi ^^
hehehehesss
finally
xD
thanks danna for movie and sushi treat
i think it for our anni ba
((:
went back to causeway and walk around for awhile and time for movie
can say im 2pit and blur and gong la
i dont really understand what the hell the movie was tryin to say ):
lols
and after movie trained home ^^
no waste money on cab
*phew*

08-08-2010 OUR ANNI!!!!
WOSHH
happpy 1 years 7months baby!!!~
and to lim bei and tea too happy anni (:
no idea where go rot on anni ):
oh well maybe gonna stay home ba
hmmmm
till here
tml hoilday!!!~
no work
yeah arrr
lmao
hahahha
tue back to hell
lols
anyway i hope work go really well and fine
jyjy me
below are photos to share
me and sweet
and
me and danna ^^
ja ne miina

our koi!!!

the big one is MINE

LOLS

XDDD

OUR CHOCKER

THE BEAR SWEET WHEN TO MSIA BUY FOR ME DE BUTT XDDD

KUMA AND SWEET

SNAP SNAP

SWEET BU XIAO XIN PRESS DIAO

THE FLASH BUTTON ON MY FONE

^.^V

:P

and now photos of me and danna xD

he lookin at the 4D result

ok i know i look damnn ugly here

boredddd

he idiot

look like friend friend de photo sia ):

青い/葵

2010-08-04T19:50:00.000-07:00

have been tiring this few days ):
really wish money do fall from the sky man
but i have to work hard
):
jyjy meeee
hmmm
having bad headache lately
so xin ku
haisss
tml goin to really start work liao
i hope thing to well
):
hope pple there is friendly
hmmmm
how i wish danna is home like now
):
miss him like so much
but i only get to see him on sat afternoon )):
he now reach door step night out also can sia
but i dont think he wanna come home for this few hours then go back camp
haisss
sadddeddd
mood not very good now
hais
tml jy ba

青い/葵

2010-08-01T18:30:00.000-07:00

tml gonna start work ne
gambate to me
hmm
31july went out with danna,,lim bei ,,tea ,,yc and sis
it been a long long time since all of us like on the road together ne
miss those time
have fun ne
(:
tot will be goin out with danna today
demo
we damn damn broke
and that blood gal is goin up my head
grrrr
ccb
:S
grrrr
act cute
*faint*
hopeless

danna i miss u):

gal ...mummy mis uu tooo):

青い/葵

2010-07-30T11:25:00.000-07:00

1st i wanna say this to elsa mama

TADA!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELSA MAMA!!!~

WISH U HAPPY AND HAVE A FUN BIRTHDAY

DA LA DA LA DA LA

HMMMM

i guess i cant blog as much as i do now

startin work on mondAY :S

i have to jyjy even i dont wanna go work ):

haissss

anyway

next sun is our anni again

i hope he rem la..

since sun he is will home with me b4fore he book in la

sian sian de life man

rainin now

soo goooddd

love it!!!~

wahhaaaa

if every rainin day can stay home sleep jiu hao ^^

lols

i dreamin man

oh well

ja ne

青い/葵

2010-07-27T15:52:00.000-07:00

shawn shawn say *dont get marry ,u belong to me " even i know he is jokin demo what he say make me laugh....hahaha..he is so damn cute
haha i know danna will get piss off when he see this..
danna is a joke
hahahaaaaa

青い/葵

2010-07-26T20:04:00.000-07:00

saw Darick post this on his twitter
"Magazine say tat kiss n hug my wifey will make her happy!! So I now kiss n huggin her ;) "

aint it so sweet
really wish that baka will be half as sweet as his friend here
hais
he will be goin to outfield this week again
sian
sb sian
and days pass as fast as i dont know how to say
days drawing near to him goin oversea
hais):

friday i didnt get to see jun 1st gig
which make me kinda sad
demo that little vamp did well
now got pple notice his band already ^^
yokatta dear jun
demo gambate for now
make ur dream come ture then givin it up as u goin army soon
jyjy jun!!~^^

danna fetch me early that night that why didnt get to see jun gig
i guess only next time ba
im not mad he fetch me early
now danna is riding again
for the time being
yc sub him as rider for the time being so he can go in and out camp more early now and yc can find a buyer till then

mon again
rottin again!!~
damn it
i need a job very badly to last me for a fuckin long long time
need money!!!~
grrr
and
i miss danna so much )):
hais

青い/葵

2010-07-23T01:37:00.000-07:00

葵は非常に夫を逃す
葵はそんなにも彼を愛して
葵は、時間で彼の時間を表示されます。
彼の腕の中で再び待つことができない
ベッドに葵オフ今、眠い
ナイツ誰も
吸血鬼を夫と少し見て待つことができない

青い/葵

2010-07-22T20:34:00.000-07:00

wish and hopin danna will be home this mins
but i think i dream sia
hais
oh well
tonight i think i go sis room sleep le
got tv
xD
tml will have a date with xinyi dear
and
tml also will be jun dear gig!!!~
cant wait to see
hope he do his best ^^
gambate little vamp(:
danna danna
faster make me be mrs koh hao ma?hmmm..x.x

青い/葵

2010-07-21T19:43:00.000-07:00

somtime...i just wish mummy can be fair..
hais
so what jason stil young and small and he is a guy?
dosent mean u can just dont scold him when in the 1st place is his fault not mine or celine
hais...
and about the job...
i tot u stand at my side?
end up today i hear u say me again
it seem like everything is my fault
i got do housework at home..but
u dont seem to be happy with it
it not like i didnt do anything and rot my day at home like this
i got do
stil u unhappy
i am the oldest and so?
everything it should be my fault?
hais
i never talk back to u today
just make a *hais* sound u also scold me
):
i dont know what u want from me
im tired
and i know u aint any better
but..
i goin crazy ):

青い/葵

2010-07-20T23:11:00.000-07:00

im such a useless piece of shit to u aint i?
nothing like just nothing
i can do anything to help
or make u feel better
i always fight with u
i always never give in to u
i always do things like the way i want to never think of u
i tears much i dont know why
when i start to tears u dont feel anything anymore i dont think u will feel anythin anymore about it
1111

青い/葵

2010-07-20T15:11:00.000-07:00

what a raining day
make me feel so alive as a vamp
somehow i wish and hope everyday will to rain
the smell of the rain..
super in love with it
yest danna got night out
but he choose to in camp
i kinda sad when he say he choose to stay in camp
but he say few hours only
sont waste fare
think about it also right ba
hmmm
i kinda lazy do house work today :S
not kinda is lazy
:S
i hope i find a job soon
this time i long long time job
if not i can die
hais
jyjy meee
danna say will rom after he come back from oversea
hmmm
i want it on baby birthday:S
oh well
will plan hao hao ba
till here ba

青い/葵

the day he propose to me (:

2010-07-18T16:39:00.000-07:00

17July 2010...
the day he propose to me which make me happy like mad xD
anyway
1st stop to lot one take our rings
there de sale de pples suck
give me one fuckin face
like we no money buy their thing like this
ccb
take le we train down to city hall
we went out to marina sq there...
when to eat and watch movie
WATCH THE MOVIE I WANTED
DESPLCABLE ME 3D DE OOOO
wahhaha danna say he treat me to movie
it so ex
next time i treat him back
then while waiting for the movie to start
we go look for food ^^
so damn hungry man
xDDD
anyway after that movie
and that movie damn nice to watch
it a must watch!!!~
and i also can see danna enjoy himself in the movie
cause the way he laugh
very cute la
cause i never see him laugh at a movie like how he did in this movie before
hehehss
movie ended
then i wanna go toilet
so i told danna i wanna go toilet
he look for the toilet for me
and found then i go to the toilet way i turn around and look if he is before me or what
but no
i cant see him anywhere
nvm i go toilet 1st
come out then look for him
but when i come out
still no see him so sms him
he came from behind me and give me 12 blue roses!!!!
IT BLUE ROSES OK!!!
AND 12 OF THEM!!!
and 12 Roses mean One dozen roses is a declaration of love and appreciation
^^
hehee
even if he just buy one i also happy like mad liao
thanks so much
next he bring me go esplanade roof there
he start liao lo
hahaha
AND I SAY YES TO THAT GONG GONG DANNA OF MINE ^^
LMAO
THEN COME HOME after that
no place to go also
let him to play mj with tea .allen sis and hui ming lo
cause i so happy
i never noisy he play mj this time...wahaha
then me,,pz and lim bei come my house chat chat
(:
wait for danna they all paly fin
go eat supper
then home sweet home
*sleep*
thanks danna
i am blessed
PHOTOS TIMEEEE!!!~

me me me!!!~~~~
im bored while waiting

he doing his shoes de thingy

my husband to be!!~

us(:

he writing down our order((:

he like to eat the bread

this IS MINE!!!~

THIS IS HIS!!~

he really like to eat the bread

bored waiting for him to finish smoking

i go over to snap a pic with him

he was told to go far away from me

when he is smoking

hehehesss

our ring

the free bear bear crystal

lastly the flowers again

青い/葵

2010-07-16T21:10:00.000-07:00

joblesss again..
tmd
fuck this job man
haissss
make me so moodyyyy
):
jyjy in looking for a new job...
haisss
gambate aoi ^^
tml will get our ring le
i wonder and wonder how he goin propose
hmmm

青い/葵

2010-07-15T20:42:00.000-07:00

I AM SICK AND TIRED OF WORK..
I MISSS HOILDAY
I JUST WANNA STAY AT HOME SO BADLY
HOPE I WISH PPLES DONT HAVE TO WORK THEN WILL HAVE MONEY
WONDER HOW DANNA WILL PROPOSE TO ME NE
HMMMM

青い/葵

2010-07-14T21:02:00.000-07:00

i am workin now
all i always tot of
finish work and go home
and
weekend
haiss
i hope it will be better ):
danna and baby and grandma i mis uuu much

青い/葵

2010-07-11T22:44:00.000-07:00

yest went to meet his dad,ah gong and ah ma for dinner
they start talkin
i in the other hand have no right sayin anything which i sit there sayin nothing and just listen
some part make me tears out
it ssad
but somehow i dont know how to see is it his dad at fault or mom):
i dont know what to do anymore to help him
his life seem like a down fall
i seem so useless toward him
):
just bought our weddin ring yest
and then next will have to spent more money on the rom part
event,ba ba ba
money money money
hais
i wanan work hard in this new job
try to save more money to what and most wanted
and again today have a fight with mummy
hais
it not like i wanna fight with her
):
sometime she really dont understand me and my sis
hais
and today
danna went back to camp early
hais
tml will start work again
GAMBATE AOI CHAN
and oyasumi minna

青い/葵

2010-07-10T00:57:00.000-07:00

what a friday without danna
even if he is home it wont make any diff that my life is stil this boring
hais
mon start work
i wanna use my weekend well
hmmm
hmmmm
hmmmmm
is fuckin boring
i feel hungry
but
i wonder
should i eat?
i dont wanna eat cause i am on diet
demo
i feel hungry
:S
hina come online*welcome home*
he say somthing which make me so sad
i cry too
):
very sad la
sobs
i wish i can help him somehow
):
hais
danna not home i also sad sad
sian like hell
hmmm
maybe should sleep early tonight
oh well
tml will go buy ring i hope
and night go see ah gong and ah ma ^^
la la la
i so wish within this 2years to have baby again
but danna say we cant
and hope that it wont happen
but he say he wont ask me to take away if we have
i hear le so much better
(:
oh well till here ba
hope morning i wake up can see danna 2pit face:x
oyasumi minna

青い/葵

2010-07-08T15:44:00.000-07:00

07/07/2010
1ST
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED DADDY^^
LOVE U MUCH MUCH
SORRY I DIDNT GET HOME ON TIME TO CUT CAKE..):
I PROMISE ILL BE GOOD^^
danna was on leave ...
wake up early to go ROM there to place a date
end up we didnt place any date
at 1st danna want to do our ROM there at the place itself
then he look at the date
so few date which was available
other date which is early and available must be held outside the rom
well
end up danna want it to be held outside
which make me so happy^^
hehhe
i always wanted our ROM to be held outside
nice and sweet place^^
hehehss
then we went lookin for place to book for our rom
and the weather fuckkin piss me off!!~
so fuckin hot
*mood not very good liao lo*
but cant really find any place to
hais
went to 313 also didnt get our rings
hais long story ):
i want the ring!!!~
so we went cini for moive and some bite

danna wanted to eat sushi.

demo later goin home celeb dad birthday also need to eat

so i told him nvm suan le

next time then eat(:
finally get to watch the moive i wanted ^^
The Twilight Saga: Eclipse !!~^^
wahhaaa
been waiting for this moive to be out like hell long enff
the next one i think will be the last and final one
The Twilight Saga: the breaking dawn(:
awww it a pity to see it end
oh well
waiting for it **
and then at night go dinner with family.part of celeb-in dad birthday
and i send danna to the bus stop after dinner
and being late for daddy birthday cake cut
*sorry*
and danna bought new wallet for me as a present for our anni
like he promise he will^^
happy me

08/07/2010
happy 1 years 6months anni to my danna
and
happy anni to lim bei and tea
many thank to my danna for the anni present(:
hmmmmm
what to say lei
i forgot
lmao
OH TODAY THURS LE
tml will be friday again
dannna will be home^^
and mon i am goin to start work le ):
dont feel like workin
but i broke liao
:S
no chioce
money runnin in my head liao
hope danna book out early tml ne
yeahh
maybe go fetch him?
demo his camp so inside abit scary*huHU*
oh well see my mood tml
whahaha

and this

ViViD - PRECIOUS PV
NEW SONG!!!~
WAHHAHAA
SHIN AND RENO SAMA
TOPLESS
*NOSE BLEED*
WAHHAAA

lastly PHOTOS TIME

MY AOI SAMA OF CZ ^^WAHHAA
i wonder what that thingy on his neck..
hmmm..

The mochi i buy for danna...

he scold me buyin them cause it ex
but he eat with a smile
baka
us!!!~
lmao
hehhess
in bus bus
i snap him
i told him weather will be damn and fuckin hot
but he stil wear long sleeve de top
he think he very handsome :x
snap snap snap

hehess

im going to be marry to him

woot!!~!!

watashi!!~

inside 313 de SK de shop

waiting for the person look for our ring

but end up ):

hais

outside taka de bus stop with danna

after walk walk ^^

i love the box box

pretty

MY PRESENT!!!~

AND I JUST REM I HAVE THE SAME WALLET AS SWEET :s

and my sis say like malay pple de style

humph!!!~

i love it!!!~so dont care what u say

humph

thanks again danna

青い/葵

2010-07-06T00:14:00.000-07:00

):
have a very very bad fight on sun super early morning
around 4 am plus till 6am plus then sleep
):
i dont wanna have this kind of fight anymore
i very scare
so scare
hais
pls dont fate ur love for me
i am very worry and scare
u told me de things
so scary
now when i go to sleep at night i will think about what u told me
it keep runnin in my head
hais
danna
i want the love back
pls dont love me any lesser but more):
i try to dont make thing diff for u or this rs
im tryin very best
pls dont go mad at me anymore
i try to be good
and i hope u understand
):
anyway
danna say wed he on leave
we goin down rom there place a date
and buy ring^^
wed daddy birthday too
i will try to earn mOre money so mummy and daddy wont have to work so hard
and save up for the things i wanted the most
jyjy aoi ba
aoi love danna very much

青い/葵

2010-07-02T11:52:00.000-07:00

haisss why cant go my way...the way i say so):

青い/葵

2010-07-01T23:03:00.000-07:00

29 july
went out for dinner at evein time
hais
2days without danna sms me le
out field out field out field
hais
i hope he come back today
tml book out
):
i mis him so much
oh yeahhh
look what i got
so cute!!~
wahhahaha
below pics shown
^^
tada!~

AND LASTLY

MY AOI SAMA

WOOOT~~

青い/葵

2010-06-28T16:12:00.000-07:00

wahhahhaaa
look at what i found
awwwwwwww
AOI SAMA PICS !!!!~
I AM SO IN LOVE WITH MY AOI SAMA
I CAN FAINT FAINT NE
WHAHHAHAHA
LMAO
i mis danna too
):
hais
i wonder if he is better now

and i wish to have a job now ):

ahh i found this cutie pie too ^^
awwww

in love with this pic of his

hehehesss^^

青い/葵

2010-06-28T00:21:00.000-07:00

i guess we just have to find a day to go out to the ROM there to place a date for us
hmmm
danna home and i am happy
but we fight at night during this 2 days
hais
is not like i wanted too ):
hais
he just went back to camp already
poor him
dont know what happen he got YI LI YI LI ALL OVER HIS BODY
poor him go see MO
and
MO say he is allergy
to what never say
just give him cream and medicine
didnt give him any mc
poor him tot he can get mc
lmao
i also happy for nothing
i tot he will be send home or so
so i can withh him longer
humph
oh well send him to the bus stop
todayy bus was so "nice"it came like hell fast
i sit there like haven 5 mins come liao
then need to kiss danna good bye
ccb
hais
anyway
just now went mac buy thing to eat
hehehe
and and behind de mac door there got mama and baby NEKOSSS
JUST BRON OUT I THINK
cause the baby cats legs all stil red red one
i only took one photos of them
and they smell
today moon is full full
pretty pretty remind me of her
hais
miss grandma
miss her
miss danna
hais
oh well
danna jyjy ba
below is the nekos photo(:
oyasumi minna

青い/葵

2010-06-26T12:38:00.000-07:00

hehehe...
dannna is home
yokatta ne
im so in love with danna

青い/葵

2010-06-25T21:11:00.000-07:00

another week danna didnt book out on friday
i already sian 1/2
2weeks already )):
never come back on friday ):
haiss
also no night out
he tired
i also tired
):
hais
see him like this i also no mood
hais
danna faster call me ):

青い/葵

2010-06-24T22:42:00.000-07:00

guess we been fighting lately
i am tired
i dont wanna fight
i wanna be happy with u
but lately all i feel pain in the heart
u say about the rom thing
i dont understand
and i keep naggin at u to ask
i also wanna see our day good and nice
dont wanna let pple look down on us
knowin we are not rich
we cant go big and grad
stil i want it to be nice
at least it the best for us
):
but end up i got nothing but u tellin me i am naggin
nvm this
even when come to talkin to u on the phone
i feel so tired
i know u r tired from trainin
but
at least there is time we can talk on the fone
dont let me listen the voice that u r tired
make me sian 1/2 too
still i pull myself most of the time to talk to u happy
dont wanna u to like worry about me tooo
but
i am so piss off at time
causee u stil never think of thing to talk to me
like i sayy
u wont spent time with me le
talk to me also so hard ma?
maybe i say all this i hurt u
sorry
i'm sorry
many time im sorry
but sometime do understand me
pay more attention on me ):
sorry ba
i think i say too much already
*in tears*

青い/葵